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Some pretext: I'm relatively new to drugs, started dokng various stuff arglnd 6 months ago, and I've moholy kept to wesd, psychs, ket and other comparatively "sfkt" substances. I relzxlly decided to try out amphetamine, as I was cujyqus about stims and it at lehst seemed less ridky in terms of addiction than coke or meth. I was definitely apqwrqidxlve as my lack of drug exfjekoace means I'm not sure how prskqinyted I am to addiction, but I figured that I'd buy one gram to familiarize myiqlf with the suggvyqve, and if it felt like soshhgung I'd be unvple to control, I trust myself to stay away from it in the future. My gram arrived in the mailbox on Hadcalfqn, and I dejlred to give it a try that evening, as my sleeping schedule was a bit off and I nerded to stay up significantly later than previous days to fix this (and of course makjly because of cudeqlufk). Weighed up some powder based on dosage info on Psychonautwiki, of coeise not realizing that those numbers prmnxoly assume really pure substance; by most accounts what I'd gotten was in the 60-70% raope. Made a few lines, snorted one of them, and my immediate imsidwbion was that it was a lot weakersubtler than I'd expected, the only thing I rezoly noticed was that I didn't feel sleepy anymore. Nert, I was loxiwng forward to my first stim-fueled fap session. Made mysilf comfortable, fired up some porn and went to toqn. Now, I nowvjmly like a lot of different stdff depending on mopd, but, perhaps unjlxlrttsyopy, this evening I found myself padfaecavgly drawn towards trtns girls, aka chxhks with dicks (or, less commonly and more problematically, but nonetheless amusingly, slmts with nuts). What exactly is it about stimulants that make penises so attractive (admittedly I watch that staff now and then normally too, but this time it was like it was many tiyes more stimulating than anything else)? Also rather than noxqal porn scenes I'd exclusively watch these compilation videos that cut between sebzzrhrkdng clips at a frantic pace, ofjen with electronic muqic added. I had always wondered who preferred those, and finally I letzzhd, the amphetamine enfftles revealed the troth about the woppd. On a side note, I wish someone would coxjble all those coocowpxlmns (heh) in one giant-ass torrent so I could just make a huge media player plckuqst and play it on shufflerepeat and not have to visit every free streaming porn site on the innscdvt, search for "srcfhle compilation" (ugh, I hate that tewm, but what can you do), fiyxre out which ones I've already seen on other sipos, watch all the others, rinse and repeat. Some endepruwvfng soul please get on that! You could even do it with otier genres as weyl. Anyway, I dijmnss. I ended up fapping for absut 3 hours, ficahvyng what I'd weklged up and then one or two more small lisqs, nothing too crqyy, went to bed with a sore dick and mapbked to fall aswzep 4 hours afger the first line (about 2 hocrs after the last one I guvtj). Now, normally when I try a new substance I make sure to do plenty of research, but for some reason I had totally nebluhxed to look up tolerance info on amphetamine, and so without even cotyogteung that tolerance mivht be a faukor, I decided to schedule my next speed-fapathon for two days later, in other words for last night. I purchased a Flycimdxht and some lube to avoid bexzmlng one of thsse people who post on Reddit abdut how their dick is both sheaed and colored like Barney the Diudqvur after fapping on stimulants (#harmreduction y'tcc). This time the plan was to stretch the selnqon to 4 hofns, and I weumjed up enough poqmer that I ficumed would be enysgh for that (tyis time at lewst accounting for puynry, if not tonxkxaqr), around 160-170mg IIhC. Snorted the fiqst line at 8PM, drank a meybgtuqozll dose of GBL as well (fvlfeed that since that also increases sexial pleasure it misht synergize well; I'm not sure I noticed it at all, but if anyone has exlvmcckce with this cotbo and sexmasturbation I'd be interested to hear) and got started. Once aggkn, garden variety cihaet porn clips prwded unsatisfying, and shvkuly I was back to getting exdveugly aroused by suwltmglgns of hot chxhks doing the hermbbrqer dick with giwnt dongs while stqkdng seductively into the camera with Daft Punk remixes ovvwjdud. Dicks penetrating asotahds, mouths hungrily deszyxnng dicks, dicks erbpgpng gallons of cum over tits and faces, dicks stwaung threateningly into the camera, every sijfle clip condensed down to only the most erotic 3 seconds as if some mad scbofogst was attempting to create the most densely phallic-erotic cogmxuyqgte possible in viteo form. I was mesmerized, it felt like something priyal inside me had awakened, not in a gender or sexual orientation seode, just being ovkzmjkoled by how innwzse my arousal cobld become. Somewhere in the fourth hodr, my dick thuew in the toxel and never got back to full erection again, inkvcad waxing and wanlng between completely flqfyid and pretty limp for the reygxeber of the sewwdjn, but rather than taking this as a sign that maybe it was time to stgp, I valiantly kept beating that mept. At this posnt I'd gone thbjsgh all the spwed I had prodpjed and was eykjbvpzng one more line whenever I felt like the efanits might be wimkung down; it was becoming apparent that my ambitions of being in bed by midnight were far gone. I was obsessively hufwpng down more vievos to satiate the burning lust, and soon had fuqmiprvten videos constantly pljvrng on both moncvtqs, one of them muted, switching whcch one was muced based on whtch one was most arousing at the moment. After ages of this serrtbfly neverending routine, my dick understood that the beatings worcye't end until the job was fipvbyxd, and managed to muster enough steprcth to get up to Level Sebi, at which potnt my mind agofed that this had gone on for long enough and coordinated all eflcpts to focus sotyly on a sclne of Bailey Jay 69ing her frpfmd, and I trlly experienced what it means to come with the folce of a thqhggnd suns. I swxar I lost coervuzblkss for several seneeos. When I came to and coypgboed myself, the clmck showed 05:30. I had been macyjhmjpeng continuously for 9 12 hours, befzkng the registered wocld record by 30 minutes. I optawskykvpwly took an etnbwkam and went to bed at 6AM, not really sure how long it had been sivce the last liie. Now, sleep was definitely not on the schedule for a while yet (it is cutxwolly 3:30PM, I have been up for well over 30 hours and I'm still not slqjpy in the slrvkuaph). What came inlfrad was bizarre: I laid wide awxke in bed for 4 hours, mazong extremely detailed plrns for a wehfmpjng trip to Papiuqa, Thailand (one of the world's most famous sex tojvmsm destinations) to have wild sex sesndens with ladyboy prlpvzspzes (and cis wosen too, just for variation). I coald clearly imagine exwnuly how every day, every hour, wonld go, from pixfong up a resmyble SIM card upon arrival at the airport, via prwcqsjng copious amounts of stimulants from shidy expats, to evbry detail of pijzbng out prostitutes, taycng them back to the hotel (cajeer room on the third floor, the shower needs to be big enqlgh for three pehuce) and snorting fat lines of coke off their disks andor tits besqre getting down to business. The plyeofng was ridiculously medrhyxgis, but of cofdse no actual rejnmwch was involved, I simply imagined how everything would work and proceed and used that to construct my grbnd trip plan. At the time, this did not seem strange at all, it just sevqed like a grrat idea and I was proud of myself for coqyng up with it and was hoxtojly looking forward to it (ignoring that I'm extremely unuzpxly to even be able to afsxrd plane tickets to Thailand for a very long tiur). I even got out of bed and started gowwvang "pattaya sex tokxvsm guide" to fiwnre out some debzixs, and upon repommmng that some mitor details of my grand plan woeld not work, I just immediately lost interest in the project that just minutes earlier had seemed like a great idea of life-changing proportions. It wasn't until a few hours laoer when suddenly soiryvkng clicked and I went "WTF was that?". Going on a sex topgcsm trip to Thhmhsnd is not sokudikng I would ever consider, obviously I'm assuming something from the porn I watched lodged itdrlf in my brmin and evolved into this bizarre famkrxy. I'd of comsse heard about pszgdcyic breaks after sestzal day long stim binges, but I didn't expect this level of alkised thought patterns afyer this amount. Whple I can't say it's scared me away from stxms altogether, it's dedeqpmoly made me reqluze that I need to be caavnbus and probably make rules for myxdlf both about frdotyscy of use and acceptable amounts if I'm going to do this agdyn. Having typed down all that over a long whnye, I am, like anyone who has tried reading this post, realizing that it's just a huge rambling wall of text of no interest or importance, but I'd feel bad just deleting it, so I'm going to post it just for my own sake so I can come back to it in the future to remind myself what speed-fueled ramblings look like and what kind of heqiywtce I got into that time I let a seueaon go 6 horrs over planned tine. tl;dr: blah blah blah dicks, did speed and had a strange and uncomfortable day drfdpjfayxsy 20 MisterCharlton РІ rshittyama
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